Friday 17th April I feel weird outside I want to go back

Connection to nature but with symptoms of consumer society. Won’t todays human start to look horribly odd in nature?  Where does human become natural in these times?

Nature disturbed by an odd human. Totally new image in terms of human, who is clothed in gloves and face masks.

Will life in disinfection be a common thing for my kids?
I am outside not feeling great. Clothed, covered in fear, without contact. We escape to forests.

It flows,

It passes

Time passes

My youth passes

I’m captured in human stupidity

I can’t.

Fight.

Monday-Friday 27th March-1st May I don’t go anywhere – window

window

There’re curtains in the window

coverage – mouth – watcher

curtain

This window is wooden

It is hard to open

But it faces West

Sunset every day

Regularly

Wednesday 6/5/2020 I still don’t go out I am scared

Intensive perception of time. it flows quickly. At the same time, it is covered in a weird fog of curtain. Window. I watch. I am not.

The bliss again. I desire bliss. I am a part of the consumer society. Our drug is consumption. 

It’s all a vicious circle. Everything happens for me, even though I disagree, I want and need it.

inside X outside

change X unforgivable consumption

fear X hope

alone X in a crowd

individual sees X blind society

Humbleness came unnaturally

Ecology/coronavirus the outcome of ecologic mistakes Future Ecological precautions at the expense of human freedom

fear that I won’t be able to handle too many people around

I fear I won’t manage to come back to normal life

But was it even normal before?

The End of Bliss?

The End of Bliss

Choreography/interpretation

cameraman/editor/director

cameraman assistant

text

consultation

music

Conservatory Duncan Centre

Absolutorium

Prague 2020